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[Thursday
November 10th, 2005]
it's nights like these that i don't seem to count for much.
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[Wednesday
November 9th, 2005]
my sweet prince, you are the one.
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[Monday
November 7th, 2005]
TAKE my breath away Take MY breath away

Take my BREATH away Take my breath AWAY
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[Friday
November 4th, 2005]
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So it goes unsaid that we've been here before.

Lonely nights and endless fights and sleeping on the floor & he's sorry, so the story goes.

It's read and replayed but ends the same way.
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[Sunday
October 30th, 2005]
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JOIN! [Saturday
October 29th, 2005]

demolition___&
trash_stache
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[Thursday
October 27th, 2005]
i fucking love it dies today; so so so much.
aksdfalskdjflkasjdlfkjalsdkfjccaoieralfmnmb. almost as much as i love my fat boyfriend.
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[Friday
October 21st, 2005]
regardless of what's happened, what's been said, what hasn't been said i want to make ammends with whoever there is anomosity with.

a few being:

ashley bell
shannon vizzard
kim schwartz
tyler beckwith
tim morrison


i understand if any of you don't want to work on being okay again, but the reasons we aren't friends anymore is all petty highschool drama i know all of us can be mature and look past.

it's up to you all.
the comments are screened so no one besides me & you will be able to see what's being said to one another.

i love all of you



especially my boyfriend :]
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public so you can see itttt, bitch [Monday
October 17th, 2005]
hahahahaha. don't be nice to me when you're secretly in love with my boyfriend. he doesn't like you, so you can stop. kthx.
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[Wednesday
September 21st, 2005]
If you're not ready, you're not ready.
Please stop acting like you are.
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[Wednesday
September 14th, 2005]
no matter what i do, i somehow sabotage someone's something.
and i apologize.
it isn't intentional.
promise.
i love you ashli, and it really hurts my feeligns when you don't take me seriously.
i love ali too, and i wish she would just come over in themornings instead of going to see her new lover.
hahahahah.
wtf.
im sorry.
i love my boyfriend, and im reallys orry i suck at being a good girlfriend.
i am trying.


school is lame.
this whole weekend is goign to be lame.
bye!
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[Sunday
September 11th, 2005]
i miss the kids i talked to last year.
a lot actually.
like owen.
he's seriously the sweetest kid i've ever met.
i'm sorry if i've ever hurt your feelings.

i'm so glad me and ashli are on such good terms rightnow.
i really hope it lasts. i love her so much.


kim is still, and will remain a really big part of my life.
regardless that we aren't speaking civily rightnow.
i love you.
just know that, okay?

i'm head over heels in love. and when things are good, you have no idea how amazing they are. but when they're bad, no matter how fucking stupid this sounds, killing myself doesn't sound so bad. i've never had a person affect me this much. not even vinny.

weird huh?
when he's mad at me, it's like my world is ending.
i always promised myself i'd never let a boy do that to me, but i don't regret letting myself.
he is so fucking wonderful. i just hope i can make him happy atleast once.

i miss ali VANILLA gray. i get to stay with her for 4 days coming up. it should be nice. i love her kinda a lot too.

as much as i love colby, i really do find people here better off without her.


my health is declining at a pretty steady pace.
i have my ultrasound appointment on monday.

i'm scared to know the results. :(
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[Wednesday
September 7th, 2005]
i wish you'd realize that the conversations we try and have and you always say i'm hardly speaking isn't because something is wrong. it's because I DON'T LIKE YOU. how much clearer can i fucking make that bitch?
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[Sunday
September 4th, 2005]
Tim: for no reason i dressed up as robbn and it wasn an actuall robin costum and blah it was pret tymuch just a once peice bathing suit.



aw tim. you're so great. haha. thank you once again for the present in my mailbox. that was the cutest thing anyone has ever done for me. i love the drawing and the t shirt. :]
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Goodbye, lay the blame on luck. [Saturday
August 27th, 2005]


i miss ashli, a lot. & kim. :[
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3 days [Wednesday
August 17th, 2005]
threeeeee threeeeeee threeeeeeeeeeee.
i'll be the big 1-5 in less than three days assholes.
and still don't know what im doing.
i thought me and ashli were hanging out like planned since literally a year ago, not sure if it's happening.
love you girrrrrrl!

im gay bye


got love for the 8/20?
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[Wednesday
August 10th, 2005]
why cant he love me back
i dont understand
he means the entire fucking world to me
i'd give up everyone
and i do mean that
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[Monday
August 8th, 2005]
i love you more than you will ever know
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nope nope nope [Wednesday
August 3rd, 2005]
im not going to be mature and admit that kim not making the initiative or even getting excited or even caring when i call, message, drop by or anything like that really hurts my feelings. if anyone else acting the way she does in our 'friendship' i'd curb bash them and get them the fuck out of my life. but for some reason it's different with her. her opinion matters to me. when she critisizes something about me, i do get my feelings hurt. and when i don't see her/ talk to her/ know if she's even fucking alive, i do get pissed. cause she tells me she loves me so much more than anything blah blah fucking blah, yet when was the last time you called me? or sent a simple hi message or anything. i dont know how you get to me the way to do and i dont know why im posting it for all of lj to read. my point is, i love you, bitch.
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[Tuesday
August 2nd, 2005]
i miss my real friends.

even if i do hang out with different people now, i'd give them all up for you 2 back in my life.
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